Everyday is pretty much the same battle, over and over and over again.
- I always wake up every day and don’t even bother to think about what is coming my way.
I already know pretty much how the entire afternoon is going to pan out and exactly what to expect during my day. I have no excitement left in my life and no motivation to keep going unless something serious finally breaks. What I’m saying is, I’m completely ready for a change of season, literally. It has been Summer in my particular region for 8 months or longer. I guess that in other regions of the country this Summer season is a short and sweet time of year! Everyone looks forward to a couple of weeks of sunshine and relaxation down by the pool with a freezing drink in their hands. In the remainder of the country, the hot season is a long, arduous, and aggravating season. Where I live it starts in January and ends somewhere in October when the cool air finally starts up. For all the months in between, you can expect quarterly air temperatures in the mid-90s and choking humidity most afternoons of the week. All of us rarely get rain or wind to help break the intense heat. All of us just have sunshine on hot days. After a few months of it..… You lose the desire to go outside anymore. I don’t want to leave the comfort and safety of my A/C equipment. All that I want is a nice, natural, flowing Breeze of cooling air to come flowing through my windows. I don’t exactly know how much longer I can continue perspiring through my sheets and hiding from the intense sunshine inside my air-conditioned property. I hope the weather changes soon so I don’t have to rely on my A/C all the time.